A Reddit user who claims to have been clinically dead for six minutes has shared a chilling account of what they say they saw on the other side, and it’s nothing like the heaven people imagine.
The anonymous poster recounted the experience on Reddit’s NoSleep forum, describing a brush with death that began in 2003, when they were just 15 years old. A sudden medical collapse left their heart stopped, their body motionless in the middle of a road, and their soul, they say, somewhere far darker than pearly gates and angel choirs.
“I was dead, technically,” they wrote. “My heart stopped. EMS found me unresponsive and managed to bring me back en route to the hospital. That part I’ve been told. What I remember is what happened in between.”
‘Six Minutes Felt Like a Lifetime’
The Redditor says they experienced what they now believe was the afterlife. But instead of peace, they encountered something they describe as manipulative and cruel.
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They claimed to have met a presence, something childlike, but deeply unsettling, that tormented them psychologically.
“It batted me around like a cat with a caught mouse,” they wrote. “Physical discomforts we imagine hell inflicting upon us pale in comparison to the torture of soul pain. Loss of a loved one comes closest, that piercing, emotional damage resulting from trauma.”

The experience, they said, didn’t come with answers or comfort. Only a warning.
“My reward, they communicated to me, would be a marginally improved station among the slave population. Alternatively, if I managed to convince others of their existence, new horrors would await me when I returned.”
‘Never Thank God for Anything’
Now reportedly in good health thanks to a pacemaker and multiple surgeries, the Redditor reflects on that day not as a spiritual gift, but as a revelation they wish they hadn’t received.
“I don’t thank God for anything anymore,” they wrote. “Whatever I saw that day, whatever it was, it left me shaken, not saved.”
They say their attempt to share what happened was met with disbelief. Doctors chalked the visions up to trauma, hallucinations, or the psychological aftermath of a near-death experience.
But for the person who lived it, those six minutes felt longer than life itself.
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So What Happens When We Die?
Whether their story is interpreted as truth, trauma, or allegory, it adds to the growing number of personal accounts that challenge the soft-focus imagery of the afterlife.
Instead of closure, this one leaves questions: What if the afterlife isn’t peaceful? And how do we prepare for something we can’t begin to understand?
A man who “died of grief” describes heaven—and it wasn’t what we imagine it to be!
In a strange incident, except for meditation, a survivor of the researchers’ experiment recounts that he killed a stream before being revived—and says that what he saw through those actions forever changed his view of life and death.
“It wasn’t what he thought it would be.”
According to his account, he didn’t see the original heaven: no rivers of honey, no winged angels playing harps. Rather, it was a purely rich experience—an indescribable inner peace, where things are partially contained, melting into pure light, colorless and formless. He described it as “a mixture of perfect love and absolute tranquility,” yet it wasn’t a physical place.
Time stood still.
He added that he didn’t experience time at all; his mind separated from his body, transformed into pure consciousness. “I was there, but without a body, expressing words. Everything was understandable without the need for words.”
The Message of Life
However, he did not complete his return, feeling that “the message was not yet complete.” Since his request, he says he no longer fears death, but rather views life as an opportunity for integration and gratitude, not a pursuit of achievement.
Published… How is this phenomenon explained?
Soe scientists believe these experiences may be the result of increased brain activity upon death, or the production of certain chemicals such as DMT. Others consider them evidence of the existence of an “another dimension” or physical consciousness.
What is the conclusion of the experience?
Perhaps heaven is not a place, but a place of evil. They speculate that its secret lies within us, not in heaven. What he knows for sure is that this experience changed a person’s life, and he has joined many others in wondering: What if heaven isn’t like Nicole’s?